Dear future boyfriend/husband
I want to meet you, I want us to be boyfriend and girlfriend and honestly I hope it leads to marriage because, is it not why girls have boyfriends? In hope they become married one day? I am also busy right now figuring out my purpose in God’s will which is perfect and gives hope and works for the good of those who love God( Romans 8:28). I am struggling I admit, I want to give up more than I want to stay, but my true love, the true God in heaven, tells me not to and gives me encouragement. I admit I am clingy but no worries, it’s to God. Honestly future husband (if God permits me one) you have to seek God first before me, and you HAVE TO love God more than anything in this entire universe. Don’t get me wrong, I would like to have you, if you would have me right now and live happily ever, after but it doesn’t work that way.
There will be disagreements, financial needs, busy schedules, and financially, spiritually, and emotionally I am not prepared for that. I am strengthening myself by the grace of God, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (phil 4:13) If you wait for me til I am ready that would be quite lovely. I will do my best to be prudent wife(Proverbs 19:14) since you will be accountable for me and to me that’s scary. But I will be a great wife, I will listen when you speak, say soft words as to not stir up anger(proverbs 15:1), cook though I love to bake, be your source of tenderness and give advice when you need it, stay faithful, love our children if I can bear some though do not be upset if the children are born with red hair and green eyes or perhaps blue, because it runs in my family. And when we visit my parents, my dad could tell the children stories from his life on the ranch and the experinces he’s gone through and I would love for them to call him grandpa.
Future husband I may not have met you yet or perhaps I do but you must know my heart belongs to Abba, He takes care of me, protects me, is faithful and He’s the only one I trust fully because He knows what He’s doing and what I’m going through. Future husband, I’ve turned a lot of guys down (I am not saying I’m super gorgeous or anything) because I know you will be different and cause I don’t need to focus on a relationship right now. I am going to college and I’ll get busy and we’ll get bummed out when we don’t spend time together so til then lets enjoy a nice snow cone since it is summer, we can swim and grow closer in Christ. Let’s be close friends and even best friends, kai?
The requirements I ask of you is to be a godly prudent man, knowledgeable in the word of God. If you are military, that’s just a bonus. :) Oh before I end this you must know a few things about me I am super silly and naive at times so be paitent with me. I trained with the marines though I didn’t join. I love to sing to the Savior and the Creator so I hope you will sing with me. Future boyfriend who will be my future husband, we’ll have the rest of our lives or til Jesus takes one of us or comes back for both of us to grow close, to know what the other likes or dislikes. I will love you so, and I know you will love me as well<3
Love, your future wife
